#. jellybeanie!

2008-03-22T12:04:00.004+08:00

2008-03-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm bored, so i went to look for harry potter quotes, and they're absolutely hilarious :D

"You're a prefect? Oh Ronnie! That's everyone in the family!" [Molly Weasley]

"What are Fred and I? Next door neighbours?" -George

"Ron," said Hermione in a dignified voice, "you are the most insensitive wart I have ever had the misfortune to meet."

livejournal, here i come! :D

2008-03-21T11:49:00.004+08:00

ih D: i'm still on the first cause of poverty, and all i've written is "121 million children deprived of education worldwide" .________. and my nose is being annoying. i just drew a "moved" sign for myself :D one more post and i'm off!

maths was pretty strange yesterday. there was this question where i couldn't find a value to sub in to get rid of the annoying q(x)! :/ the rest was okay, except the probability tree which was really hard to fill in (i kept putting wrong values and only realised 1 minute before the end!). i just hope i didn't make any major careless mistakes :X

a quote from yesterday:

peisan (to ros),"do you have something up your sleeve?"

ros,"i don't have sleeves."

back to ih! D:

2008-03-20T21:56:00.006+08:00

i've changed my mind! i shall move to livejournal once i hit the 300th post :D livejournal is all ready for me to move in! so exciting! :D :D it's like, moving house!

guenyik: you're like having a monologue with yourself lol! and yeeees i'm really excited too! :D

"say what you want and be who you are because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - dr seuss

i think dr seuss' quotes are so inspiring! go and google "dr seuss quotes" now! :D

2008-03-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

i feel super high after watching spop hurray! jj! :D :D :D it was awesome, from the improvising (with the hilarious lyrics xD) to the videos of him in a 1998 singing competition (currypuff hair rofl!), and of course his singing was fantastic :D

i'm thinking of changing to wordpress, but not till i find a nice wordpress theme. i'd better go finish maths now!

2008-03-16T12:47:00.005+08:00

HORTON HEARS A WHO! it's so adorable, i'm not going to miss it! after block tests i'll watch it, the leap years, the water horse and inkheart (and maybe koizora), yes! :D

2008-03-14T11:37:00.004+08:00

last night i had a strange dream! i dreamt that gor and i were on some sort of field trip overseas, and we lived in this little cabin-like thing built into the side of a hill, and there's a window to look at the mountain path next to the hill. then while we were unpacking i saw a person carrying a square fedex box, and he was wearing a frog hoodie over his head! and there was a little kid with him O______O the next day he took off the hoodie but it was still behind his head there. so weird! but the frog hoodie was really really cute! :D i shall attempt to draw it out. but before that i'm going to finish maths pretest worksheet, and study bio!

and inkdeath is coming out in april! :DDD

2008-03-13T21:40:00.004+08:00

omg i feel terrible. i just wasted the whole night looking at the juicy couture website! DDD: (but they do have the loveliest stuff! *______* though i'll never pay such prices for them, they're exorbitant) maybe i should sleep now, then wake up real early tmr to rush stuff and study bio.

last monday mummy got a pair of colourful bedroom slippers for me, $5! zip-a-dee-doo-dah! :D :D :D

the colour looks like paddle pop xD

just now during xiaozu i taught the sec1s, and they're so lovely! they're really patient and can prac the same thing over and over again for really really long :O and even though i had to tell them the same mistake they made several times, at least they made an effort to take notice. and for some reason they were pretty enraptured by my digressions on the different types of hands each instrument player has :3 but they're nice to talk to! and i started yakking away about obs, lol. they asked me to tell them about graces the next time :D

2008-03-09T14:44:00.012+08:00

graces! our last camp :____: but it rocked! some highlights and photos :D

DAY 1. i sat alone on the bus, stoned and just when i got really bored, we reached! haha. d'marquee was cold x____x pt briefed us, and his breathing-into-the-mic thing is quite annoying. so anyway, we went to learn skincare and applying makeup in d'tent for the morning session! (sorry if the photos are a little sqooshed, blogger images crashed so i have to manually link them from photobucket and resize D:)

bixuan, hoiman & chengyan (green mascara is scary! D:)

coreen sleeping xD the hosting & emceeing thing was ultra boring! :/

lianghui, cheryl, trish & cher posing with their food! (looks like a 神台 o.o)

sijia, jieqi, yinhwee (with zhiyi sprouting from her head xD) & chengyan (actually it was supposed to be the 3 npcc people... and i insist that sijia reminds me of bugs bunny's girlfriend!)

my room people! doesn't ally look pretty :D (i look demented, but that's just because the photo is sqooshed!)

poor guenyik couldn't eat all of the food, spare the water boiled veggies (if you don't put that sauce) and the rice! when i took the food i stared at it and i was like NOOOOO why is it all spicy! DDD: i didn't know how to eat the mee goreng with my hand properly, so i looked around, "... oh! no one's looking!" and stuffed the whole strands into my mouth in the most unglam manner possible :3 i could've died if pt didn't ask us to remove our heels for the malay dance! oh, and i can't dance. but still, it was fun :D then came the whole chaos of photo taking, and we were blaring for co! i took a photo with qitian and val too, but the flash wasn't on and it was really dark ):

back at our rooms deathnote 2 was playing next door, but i read shopaholic takes manhattan instead coz i didn't know the story. then while eileen was bathing, and cher was going to bath, their whole room blacked out! :O i think the water heater went haywire and fizzed out, shortcircuiting everything ._____. jefffrey low was doing rounds and lianghui ran to our room to hide (coz she hadn't bathed yet) and he fetched the repairman. so the repairman came along and needed a chair, and there were clothes and underwear on it, and cheryl was like WHOSE IS THIS! and lianghui sprang out from her hidingplace and took it very embarrassedly. i couldn't stop laughing at the whole thing! then to cher's ultimate horror, the repairman went into the toilet to fix the water heater, and her stuff were all on the toiletbowl! she kept going, should i save it? :X so after much commotion, peace was restored and eileen finally came out! she took like, 1 hour or something? O_____O

DAY 2. when we went in for breakfast, everyone was already queueing up :X (the extent of our late-ness!) then we had indoor games! the only photos i took were the balloon game, of lianghui and trish. they're in trish's camera :D

the cluttered room! isn't it quite a sight! ;D

there's even pairs of cheryl's socks drying on the tv! (after deathnote she was like "OMG! my socks are hot!" LOL)

joey and me! ♥ her puffy dress is so cute :D

joey, heeai and me :D (joey's right eye and heeai's left eye looks boxed :3)

acromates! ♥

kristie and hoiman! don't they look lovely :D

attack of the 妖女s! xP (hanqing, rouying and layting)

206 tablemates! :D

i wanted to put the xyz batch photo, but we have terrible rabbit eyes! D: i shall kope from someone else instead.

DAY 3. the grand finale performances were all great! class of 2008 ftw! :D ~~and i realise our class is good at last minute rushing~~ xD i forgot quite a lot of steps for the in this life dance! D: and i didn't hear ally say "metamorphosis: complete."! ;________; but all the same, metamorphosis is love! when they announced the first two, i was like aww. maybe we're not going to get it. then mr lim said "finally, the most touching, tearjerking, heartwarming, unforgettable performance goes to..." (and i was like ohno! that sounds too good to be us! )"four..."(maybe it's going to 402?)"TWELVE!" i was so stunned/ shocked/ surprised/ dumbfounded/ allthewords to describe that! but, YAY 412! :D :D :D

tadaa! the grand display of 412 hotpink tanktops!

so that about sums up graces! a really awesome last camp! ... i'd better do chem before i start emo-ing :O

2008-03-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

DIE, ih essay, DIE D<

2008-02-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

i feel like the happiest girl on earth, yay! :D

i've got friends who love me, and i've got people to love too! and a true passion for music! thank you joey, you've made my day! ♥

2008-02-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

oh yesterday paul tan was telling our cohort to dl the graces notes from lms, and if "i ask any of you how to host or what's your face shape and you say i don't know, then T_______T" and behind me huiying went like, my face is so obviously square! .______. LOL xD

then just now during lunch break guenyik was telling her friend about some smoked-flavoured cheese thing.

guenyik: actually it tasted quite nice!

her friend: ... but how did they make it smoke-flavoured!

guenyik: umm. smoked it? o.o

her friend: *incredulous look* but how do you smoke cheese?! it'll melt!

she said it in such a cute way i totally burst out laughing and nearly spewed out my food :3

went for jab today with kimyung and heeai. they talk so amusingly, i kept going into laughing fits xD it was pretty fast, and i went to take mrt with kimyung. she asked me what my dress was like, so i tried to describe the asymmetrical hem, and she was like,"wah, got split ah? so sexy!" and i was like 哭笑不得. in the end i laughed coz her expression was so hilarious xD

2008-02-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

(still doing bio :O) i just saw this post in jj's blog! the 30th jan one (i know i'm a little slow :X):

哇！！出道5年了，第一次看到下雪！！！之前每次到一個城市時都會聽説那裏昨天剛剛下過雪！都錯過了。。。終于在儅歌手之後，看到下雪了！！代表年會很好！！！哈哈哈（自high 中。。。）

isn't it just so cute? :D :D :D

2008-02-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

doing bio now -_________- don't know why i'm feeling a little sad today. and sometimes i wonder, is it just me, or am i being daoed like quite a lot? maybe i should keep random comments to myself then :/ i used to be really quiet in primary school, and after i came to secondary school i felt that i became more outgoing, which is better. but then i still feel like it's hard to be accepted by others, like somehow i always get left out? hmm. i wonder what went wrong ._____.

anyway, i shall play neopets to cheer myself up a bit :D

2008-02-24T14:16:00.005+08:00

不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的

我愿意一秒钟放弃全宇宙
只在只有我们紧靠着的小星球

我多不舍得多不懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么

i find that the first two stanzas are very close to my heart. there's some things you just can't keep the same, and sometimes you really wish you could turn back time to cherish those moments once more.

anw, i think i'm starting to like 张韶涵's singing too! though jj, SHE and YUI are still tops on my list :D

2008-02-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

i found my dress, shoes, shawl and also got a bangle yesterday! all from far east. i found the dress within 15 minutes, from mi & me (i bought my new year dresses there too). but the flower-print bubble dress is gone :______: anw, the dress i bought! it's black with some leafy thingy, with a flower and asymmetrical hem. BE JEALOUS, IT'S $28 >D

the shoes were so hard to find! i searched all the shops, and the nice shoes had really high heels, but the shorter heeled ones were not that nice :/ after like 2 hours plus, i decided on a pair from mondo *collapses and waves i'm not made to be a shopaholic! D: flag* it's about 3 inches plus, though it's not too bad coz the heel isn't stick-thin and the sole is non-slip. but i still need some practice i guess o_____o it cost more than the dress, $29.90.

i found the white shawl and bangle in chamelon, for $9.80 and $2.90. at first i was going to take the normal sized bangle but it looked kind of big on my arm (which is quite skinny, strangely, since the rest of me isn't that skinny o.o), so i took a thinner one.

2008-02-23T11:21:00.004+08:00

later i'm going to borrow dresses from xiaohui gugu and if i can't fit, i'll have to find a dress. oh, and the shoes T__________T

... can i just go for obs again? i promise i won't bring the key home this time :_________:

from the story of booboo! isn't she cute :D

last thursday my dad went for a carwash and i took this photo. the cow looks like it's sweating xD i have a couple more of it on a soapy background!

2008-02-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

why must comm meeting be after school this friday! it ruined my pingguo outing! :_______: okay, partially. now i have to hope that comm meeting ends before 3.45, and i can take 74/ 852/ 157 to macritchie, then pray that 156 comes real fast and that i can find the fastest way to cross over to J8 (spare jaywalking) and get to gv, because the movie is at 4.35! D: and i don't really want to go toa payoh, because there's no capsule machines! (｀Д´) credits guenyik for face!

and, i can't watch juno even if i wanted to coz it's nc16! and i'm not going to be 16 till 3 months & 5 days later T_________T why do i have so little time for movies! this is so horrid! *bawls*

2008-02-17T21:26:00.004+08:00

i was just sulking to guenyik about my cranky oven that day and how i wanted it fixed so i can bake, and guess what? my dad bought my mum a microwave-and-oven for valentine's day! :D so i shall post photos :D
my kitchen! somehow it looks a little long and squashed here :3

the cranky oven which trips the whole house's electricity. as you can see it has still proved useful as a, uh, platform to put food? *points at girlguides cookies :D*

the new oven! it's smaller, but really cool! and it works without tripping :D

[edit] i'm reading shopaholic & sister now! i should get the first 3 books. like omg, she's really a shopaholic. the way she describes all the designer stuff is very... shopaholic-ky ._____. but it's pretty interesting, all the same :D

and you'll never guess what i found! 期待你的爱 by jj, for 原来我不帅! ftwahhh~ (XwX)
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2008-02-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

snapple real fact #29: on average a human will spend up to two weeks kissing in his/ her lifetime o_______o

mummy's 春节联欢晚会 didn't get recorded! ;_____; the disc went bonkers. while gor was testing it i managed to catch a bit of a 长江7号 interview and there was the little dog! SO SO SO SO SO SO SO ADORABLE AND FLUFFY AND SQUISHY! *dies of cuteness* LOOKIE! i want one toooooooo x3

oh my now i think i have severe arm muscle imbalance. my right arm muscle seems to have grown bigger overnight ._____. and my left arm has almost no muscle ^_____^" okay i shall do my chem and prac.

2008-02-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

new year's eve! gave queenie the kleenex bookmark :D hazel was being jealous because i liked the 314 class deco xD it had baby mickey and minnie and daisy! aww *melts* mama and gor and i managed to take the right bus this time xD only shuangshuang and yuqun gege was there so shuangshuang and i flipped through the tv channels. there was a taiwanese variety show where people were competing by burping :O

then we played wii cooking mama! the potato is so hard to peel and the egg is annoying to crack! T_________T but it was still pretty fun :D then erjie came back and after a while xiaotong and shaochun came! then yumin jiejie came back too. we just sat around playing wii and eating the rock hard bakwa (i swear it tones your jaw muscles o____o) and dajie came along with royce chocolate! 8DDD then we went into yumin jiejie's room and talked about random stuff. i was flipping through seventeen and shuangshuang was doing strange exercises on the bed, then there was a page on fashion crimes and some applied to shuangshuang! it was quite amusing xD

and ahxuan came along! so she told us about nyjc (with some amusing stories) and we managed to talk until dinnertime. there was suddenly a lot of people outside o.o after dinner we went to yishun park and i became mozzie supper ._____. i climbed the climbing thing and got stuck on top! x____x back at the house yumin jiejie fell asleep and qixuan jiejie and i talked :D she's a pretty liberal person, i'd say. oh she's really pro! she got a1 for art! 8D

today! my hair was sticking to one side so i tied it into a ponytail. i can tap-dance with my shoes! xD and all of us were wearing dresses except dajie. i want the plastic/ acrylic bangles too! :_____: qixuan jiejie's camera is really cool! the shutter goes really fast. handy for candid photos xD i want a cybershot :D

we met gugu at dagupo's house. vivien is so so so cute! she has a hebe face! ♥ anw she's so sweet i want to steal her back home *____* while we were walking back to ahma's house i described the nice blue sky with clouds to her and she was really happy. she was even happier when i pointed to a bunch of banana trees because bananas=monkeys! from baby einstein or something, gugu told us in the lift. she asked us if we'd seen baby einstein. me,"... 不是我的年代的! :3" lol. i wasn't hungry so i watched tv. then vivien kept passing me the bottle of pineapple cakes, but when i asked her if she wanted to eat it she said no. so i uh described the pineapple cakes to her? haha :3 okay i shall sleep!

2008-02-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

playing: 桜日和 (such a sweet song! sung by a sweet voice :D)

just now during la or something 五月天 started playing next door and i was like *perks up*! :DD and i looked over and huiying had the 8DDDD face lol. she always looks pretty laidback until SHE (especially hebe)/joey comes into the scene xD it's cny eve tmr! yay yay! ^_____^ i hope we'll have some crazy stuff to do!

just now during theory we did contemporary music! tan dun's pieces are cool (but spooky .___.)! while waiting for wanglong we watched some really amusing videos on youtube! like the igusdunowhat person and hisfriend who graduated from yehudi menuhin, victor borge, and the three monkey people with the banana baton! i laughed to death at that one xD huiling demonstrated harmonics and pizzacatos on her grand piano! :O and the muted depressed notes or something o____o okay i'd better do ih, i'm falling asleep x_____x

2008-02-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

ah crap! i forgot to hand in my chem ws 1 x____x anw i forgot to post about the highlights of the week! :D

during ih on last last friday, we pestered mr han to tell us about his reservice, and afterwards asked him about his ghostly encounters. apparently the bed he was assigned to when he first got into army was haunted, and he fell into a hole "... while we were doing jumping jacks, you know!" LOL xD and we used the whole ih lesson listening really attentively to his animated stories with antics :D

i finished reading the learning curve on tuesday! it's not just a romance novel, it has all sorts of interesting elements of gender inequality and hypocrisy and office politics, but it's not dreary and cheem. go read! :D

on wednesday i went for fit dance alone. now i really feel like continuing! samantha is just so cute! don't understand why i'm the only one laughing at her comments; but well, she's cute :D "don't tense your arms! watch how i do it- i'm using my forearms- and i swing them like, *pause*, like they're... broken?" xDDD

thursday after cny rehearsal, a few of us realised that we've been helping yqp move instruments since we were the youngest juniors, all the way till now! and our juniors don't really help much :O and we started speculating how they'd come to that realisation, like "how come we don't have score stands? :S" or "why are the yqp people taking so long?" etc.

during xiaozu we were supposed to be outside praccing yang guang, but uncle jack came along so we started talking to him :D we started discussing our houses (he lives at blk 8) and he told us how he came to move to blk 8, how he was going to buy a blk 2 house at first but the toilet was combined with the shower and it was ex. the blk 8 unit was sold to him at a discounted price by a ny student's dad :D

after that he asked me if i knew some ex-ny teacher living in my block, so i told him i was not so sure since many people moved out. and he said, what if everyone moves out except your family! then you'll be lonely! i was like eek, don't scare me :O and he went, you can string a wire from your window to blk 8, and when you're lonely you can zip down to visit me! :D so cute ^_____^ then he was telling us about why the new market would be quite difficult to survive because the apartments around the area were all en-bloc, and they would lose business. after a while he said it was still better to live in attap houses, and he told us he used to live with his grandpa and when he was 3 or 4 years old he'd sleep with the little piglets :D

my saturday stay home movie was pretty boring :_____: ah well, i guess i'll watch jdramas. i just found one which nino acts in! haikei, chichiue-sama :D this morning gor and i were using calendars and national geographic magazine photos and all to use as backgrounds for "wedding photos", starring a little bear couple mummy brought home from the wedding dinner last night :D

2008-01-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

oh man what a bad day. i remember handing in my chem ws 1 once lydia asked, then after school melanie flipped through the stack and said that it wasn't there! O_____O!!! and guenyik just told me that she couldn't find it during lunch or something! i really hope someone accidentally stuffed it into their bag after borrowing, like guenyik says, or i'll have to redo. ahhhh :_______:

well i guess it's no use panicking; things like that happen x______x so i shall print out my la script and diligently read through it. on a happy note, i found a really cool vector pic for the la ppt cover page! it's half blue and half orange! (hears guenyik squeal xD) alrighty, i'll be off then. (o' chem worksheet! come back to me! *____*)

2008-01-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

during dazu yesterday mrs ee suddenly asked me to play alone with the cellos! then she said we were not listening to each other, so i tried to listen to them and look at her at the same time and i ended up forgetting the score :3

< align="justify">practice ended late so we were late for ge too. layting, sheila and pingguo went to buy famous amos cookies and they were like whispering to each other and didn't want to let me know what they were doing. it's not like i will give them away right. sometimes i still feel a little left out coz i'm like the extra non-evergreen person ._____.

anw i went in first with yushan and hazel and i realised i had to do the searching because neither of them knew what xiquan looks like. so i was like walking around and i went," oh man where is he!" then i turned and saw him lol :X so hazel and i went to buy mixed veg and when we returned i gave yushan a very detailed and accurate answer to her question of "who's that guy?" xD pingguo accidentally told the mixed veg guy that she was eating in so i had to bring her plate of food back to ask him to change it to takeaway. i rmb the last time we were eating in and she told the guy she wanted takeaway ^^" xiquan went to ntuc to buy some stuff and while we were waiting kuangit came along so we asked him to join us in waiting for the aunty/ahma! heh. when he finally came out layting was like, one year has passed! lol xD

there was some d&d thing at the cc and they had lion dance which was making a huge racket so hazel, pingguo and i went to the stairwell to eat. the beansprouts are nice! :D then we went in for prac. as usual there was quite a lot of funny stuff xD

2008-01-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

today i woke up pretty fine, but as the day progressed, the muscle aches started setting in! D: i was practically hobbling around. and laughing was ouch ._______. pe was fun! ms chue is amusing as always. during la lecture they screened flags of our fathers and the war bits were so so so gruesome and gory! i didn't even watch i plugged my ears and covered my eyes. during geog we had a free period coz kt went for the o level results release x3

the sec1s came in during xiaozu! i finally decided to play the kuaiban of diyierhu for the mini concert. but my hands were so cold ._____. hsiu fan came back! she was like, i'm limqing and i'm an erhu pro! and we switched instrus xD i really really miss hsiu fan and her enthu-ness and helpfulness and motivating taifeng! hsiu fan come back! :______: so we selected 5 people for xianyue because we already had 4. there were a few ap juniors who went to other sections. what's with the kids nowadays :/ anyhow, rachel is really cute! and the other yqp sec2s :D i flicked rachel's hair and she was like screeching, LIMQING! why you flick my hair! T_______T lol xD (actually i had no idea she knew my name haha :3)

tonight was pretty interesting too! i talked to yu shan online and somehow she got motivated to prac! but well that's good :D and lie ting suddenly asked me for jessica's number, and we caught up a bit :D oh well, i think i shall go and sleep now.

2008-01-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

went to millenia walk with guenyik to sort out our dance card and nyaa stuff. marcus was on mc so we couldn't get him to sign. i think chrystelle hasn't said much about her ending contract so oops maybe i shouldn't have said anything about it *whacked* :3 anw we settled for this fit dance thingy on wednesday nights to fill up our remaining lessons. it seemed like the most suitable for dance idiots like us.

then we went to munchy donuts and guenyik used her coupon to get a free donut for me! it was really really nice of her and i was so so so happy! :D :D and i picked choz o'cream. it was lovely and the filling was nice ^_______^ and at candy empire guenyik was like trawling through all the confectionery again to pick something for her two juniors xD

i passed through funan and popped in to say hi to mrs chong :D then i stopped at the stationery shop to look at the uber cute stickers! but they were at least $2+ so i didn't buy any ._______. i missed 174 omg. i saw it while i was crossing the overhead bridge. luckily the next bus didn't take long to come. okay i shall do a bit of conflict research then prac a bit. i was too busy reading deep secret just now :X it's pretty cool, science fiction and fantasy mix :D

2008-01-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

... and the late night posts begin x3 i'm doing the second piece for chinese sia draft 1. i should really get rid of that slack till night then OMG i haven't done so much as written the title! habit D:

anw i think that the new mattress is pretty nice to sleep on even though it's hard! i managed to persuade mummy to let us keep the old mattress so that i can do situps and whatnot on it ;DD i think my future house would be a junk store x____x i get emotionally attached to practically all my stuff like my mattress, lumpy pillow, small pillow, feather pillow (yes i have a lot of pillows of assorted sizes), flat bolster (it's reaaaally flat and old), and of course, my stuffed toys ^______^

yesterday ntuc had some offer on yupi gummies! i bought one bag of gummy bears and one bag of gummy worms! i shall bring some to school on wednesday coz i'm lazy to pack now. okay, i'd better get back to chinese before i fall asleep in front of the comp ._____.

2008-01-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

okay let me continue talking about the exchange :D

friday
my buddies couldn't wake up! i was like :O but hazel was worse coz she lived in kembangan and her buddies's also hadn't woken up! i was like omg how are you going to tell the councillor on late duty o_____o anw my buddies finally got up! and they looked quite gong and i kept asking them to eat more coz they didn't look like they could survive on one bread and one mug of chocolate milk. (oh hazel just told me her buddy sent an email! but i think it's direct translation coz some parts a bit weird. but at least he tried :D) then we went to school and i went to find the rest. during the whole morning assembly we were quite noisy at the foyer :3 and two of the guys had diarrheoa! fumiya-san was one of them. i hope i didn't feed him anything wrong o.o

we had pccg which was slack. and our class was trying to interact with my buddies but due to certain, um, communication problems again, it was a little awkward ^^" but at least they tried! :D then we ran off to bring them on a school tour. then we celebrated szemin's birthday and rushed off for cca mini-concert rehearsal. but in the end we didn't get to rehearse. then we started off wrong and it's all my fault because i forgot it was in 3/4 time omg sorry :______: we played random songs for cca exhibition and we were trying to not be trashed by band coz they were loud and had their conductor and all :O and poor strings got the place outside the other side of the audi! anw we played random stuff like molihua too! then we had dazu.

we had dinner at kap and went to cold storage to buy isotonic drinks for our buddies. i ended up with a walletload of coins like zomg heavy x_____x we went to singapore poly to wait for them but their performance at nus ended late so we had to wait quite a while. we ended up crapping all sorts of things like blood clots and lame jokes xD i think these kind of stuff is good for bonding with other co people! and liying was on the phone with xinyan or someone and yijiao suddenly went like, LIYING! stop ogling at that guy! (you know to sabo her) and coincidentally this not-very-shuai guy walked past and he turned around la omg it was hilarious xD

the teacher came along first and she wanted to learn singlish from us so cute hahaha xD i never knew it was an attraction too. and she asked us what instrus we played and i kena sabo to play diyierhu. when i was halfway through playing our buddies came along and maiko-san was about to take a photo when i decided i shld stop playing and they were like oi! why you dodge the camera! i was like oopsy! :X

so anw after asking them we brought them to the merlion. they went before but they wanted to go again haha. so i was like on a buying mrt ticket marathon. i gave fumiya-san my extra ezlink and when i gave kento-san his ticket he was like super happy then he put his hand up so i high-fived him so amusing xD then i think the other people wanted to see then he repeated it again! so funny xD they were quite happy even though we had to walk all the way there. i hadn't gone there for really long, so i was happy to see the merlion too! :D and at some point of time chewfei, lejing, liying and i started singing songs :D

at home my daddy cooked instant noodles for us all coz we were starving :X and i realised that the water source for both bathrooms are shared so when the water became smaller i quickly turned it off coz i was like fighting for water :3 okay i shall go and sleep now.

2008-01-05T19:12:00.000+08:00

i shall talk about hosting the shunzenji technical high school taiko students!

thursday
during lunch i helped queenie do some last minute despo search for music to play before and after the concert. then chew fei and i left la lecture early for her to tune the drums. we saw the taiko guys moving their drums and they were like tall with muscles and all, and i saw some with a tattoo. so we were like quite scared coz they kind of reminded us of gangsters :X and mrs ee suddenly asked us to bring them bottles of water and she disappeared for music lesson, throwing the job of matching host families to me o____o fortunately the teacher knew how to speak english. she's really cute and nice :D so after quite a lot of running around and flailing we finally brought our stuff to the audi and the teacher got our buddies to meet us. then everyone was like gawking at kento-san coz he's like quite shuai -_____- anyway the teacher asked them to shake my hand and after that i was like omg my hand damn small T_______T so we got ready for the concert. the shuzenji students are pro! 8D

then we had xiaozu and we went to taka to fetch the shuzenji students. we were early so we ate first, and the tori-q person gave me set b instead of a! so i got shortchanged by 40cents x/ quite a lot of people watched their performance and some were taking videos/pictures. and a few of the guys took off their shirts o_____o we waited for them to move their drums. they looked super heavy so we didn't dare to help if not we may drop it or something :3

we had some serious communication problems! hazel and i were the only ones taking car home, so we asked our buddies if they wanted to eat. they didn't seem to understand, so we asked if they were hungry instead. they were like, "hungry?" we were like, "ya!" and we waited for their answer, but it never came, so we asked again and after much confusion the teacher came along and we found out that all the time while we were asking them if they were hungry, they were also asking us if we were hungry! :O how amusing haha.

then we went to the taxi stand to wait for our cars, and our buddies thought: 1) we were all taking taxi home; 2) we were all staying together. and i was like how! hazel said aiya when the car comes they will understand, and we started laughing, and then kento-san imitated us. i was a bit annoyed but the next day layting told me that japanese guys like to tease people. then after hazel left i realised i forgot to call home so daddy was still home :X anw after about 20 minutes he came. at home i took them to their room and my dad explained about the hot and cold water, then fumiya-san bathed first. he was so super slow omg o_____o so after he bathed i hijacked the toilet before kento-san went in and quickly bathed. then i brushed my teeth and he put his stuff on the floor outside the toilet so i had to brush in a super awkward position to avoid stepping on it x.x and i finally went to sleep! :D

2007-12-31T13:35:00.000+08:00

why isn't pingguo online... maybe she's gone to some church thingy or her relative's house again? :3 anyway these few days my progress in homework is pretty slow. let's see what i still have left o___o

lang arts
1. 3 R&Rs
2. research on war
& conflict (what's that for .____.)
chinese
1. 读书报告 (about one-tenth done -______-)
2. sia draft 1
3. study 成语250条 :O
maths
1. written assignment

and last but not least theory homework due tmr. ack.

anyway, i'm officially a cluedo addict again! it's the best board game ever :D the first game i was extremely tyco and i guessed the perfect combination of ms scarlet, the dining room and the rope and i won! xD okay i shall do more of my 读书报告 now.

2007-12-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

mummy just bought a new pair of bedroom slippers! it's big and fluffy and squeaks xD school is reopening soon and i'll officially be sec4 .____. it seemed so recent that i was in sec1 and i can still remember the horror of being posted to girl guides when i wanted to go co hahaha. and all the sec4 seniors were really nice to us. now we've got no more seniors :/ it's going to be another crazy year ahead, and i've got to get xyz on track so i've prepared some stuff to say (don't worry it won't be just some stupid prep talk crap). but i sure hope they'll listen at least :/

2007-12-25T12:36:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! :DD merry christmas~

2007-12-24T14:08:00.001+08:00

joey just sent me a really cute sms!

if a fat man in red comes into your room in the middle of the night and shoves you into a bag, don't be scared because i told santa i wanted a friend like you for christmas (:

hahaha xD anw, i'm going to watch ella enchanted tonight! :D

2007-12-23T12:09:00.000+08:00

tell me, how am i supposed to do a half-page write up on why ozone is listed as a pollutant? one of the links given is a error404pagenotfound btw. i think the article shld be this one: http://greennature.com/article20.html. but still, the amount of information given is just pathetic -______- the textbook isn't much help either. oh well, time to write bigger/leave lines i guess ._____.

dinner at kai lun's house last night! :D we reached kind of late, but hwa jie reached even later o____o we watched a bit of john tucker must die (i think the blonde girl has a nice bob and kate's pretty :D)and then dinner was ready. there was a super lot of salad/ chicken wings/ some potato and carrot thing and cream of fats lol xD most of the time it was clement who did the talking about the "nice" guys he knew. or sze jet was scaring hwa jie with the nutritional stats of the food and force-feeding him xD all in all we just crapped all the way till 10+ and there was rice pudding and rock-hard brownies for dessert. clement kept going like, we need to talk to the cook! haha. and we continued watching the movie and then kai lun's mum parents came home, so we said hi and i missed part of the conversation in the movie .___. it's not a bad movie (you know, considering it's a chick flick) even though the ending was a little weird. then we were taking photos when daddy came. oh sze jet gave us all a really cute ziploc full of assorted candies for christmas! how nice of him :D okay i shall stop here we're going to popo's house soon. (and we don't need to jog coz it's raining! ^____^)

2007-12-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

iGoogle is so cool! there's this gadget called "things to ponder" and they generate really silly and random stuff like "who took a bite out of the apple logo?", "what colour would a smurf turn if you choke it? (since they're already blue)" and "what does geronimo yell when he jumps out of a plane?" xD okay shall go and do chem now.

2007-12-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday afternoon we went out with luoning! :D we weren't in ny uniform, and the lemon chicken aunties suddenly very nice to us neh. the short hair aunty even said thank you when she came to keep the plates o____o then we went orchard cineleisure to meet liying and siying. siying alighted at somerset and didn't know how to walk over lol xD so we directed her to outside the heeren and asked her to cross the road. and layting was like, scarcely she call and say "hello i'm at taka where are you all?" so we waited and waited, and liying called her and she said she was at taka hahaha xD the way the two of them converse is super amusing la.

so we watched alvin and the chipmunks! IT'S SO CUTE! ^_____^ i like theodore the best! he's so simple-minded and cute :D alvin is super act-cool very funny xD i'm going to get the ost and set one of the songs as my ringtone! 8D

after that we took neoprints and i realised the last time i took was two years ago O_____O when we were sec1 and went out with the sec4s/ the other time was with ziwei. and we were like hogging the whole place hahaha. it seemed so recent that we were the youngest and all the sec4s were like "hello xiao junior! *pats head*" they were really nice to us. how i miss that feeling, being the youngest with all the seniors around you. what i'd give to go back to those times :____:

we went kinokuniya at taka and i went to look at the young adults fiction then the rest disappeared! and luoning with my handphone D: then i walked goodness knows how many rounds before finally bumping into siying, and she said that luoning and layting and szemin went off le .____. so we went to taka square which was filled with toys! and liying and i saw mighty beanz series 2 and 3 selling at 10 boxes for $5 O____o which was like 1/10 the original price. so we were like omg cheap! *starts digging* and siying was like T_____T" and we were acting in a damn auntyish way :3 we ate tori-q, which siying never ate before (not surprising, i doubt she even heard of it xD). then siying had to go! leaving me and liying, the very 空闲 people ^^" i accompanied her to buy bojia's belated birthday present. there was a lot of interesting stuff (like a giggling doll O.o) but a lot of them were so ex! we'd look at the price tag and go like,"?! omg 快走吧 O____O" lol xD and we went home.

this morning i finished both maths worksheets! i'm not sure if i did it correctly, but i'm so proud of myself :D i opened the last box of mighty beanz and picked two to give to my popo for christmas. she'll be so amused i'm sure she'll love it :D my popo is cute! :D okay i shall finish the christmas cards for the satit students.

2007-12-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

okay i finally managed to unhook myself from blogthings. i swear it's addictive :3 anyway i just took one and look what it says hahaha xD

you are 10 years old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

what age do you act?

here's another one :D

you are barefoot!

You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl
You can't be restricted by shoes for very long.

what kind of women's shoe are you?

2007-12-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

bleach chapter 304- hyougen ni shisu

it's a chapter on hitsugaya! how cool is that! xDDD his granny looks super cute too! okay i shall continue praccing the e major concerto :3 i realised that i have millions of tons of things to do! like nyaa, all the holiday hw, theory hw, praccing etc o____o

2007-12-11T21:58:00.001+08:00

i'm going for nyco camp tmr so i think i can't post about nypsco camp until i come back (i hope i can still rmb what i want to say o____o). anw i can't find any info on 第一二胡 online! aaaa i shall just anyhow crap up something x___x i'm bringing the super big brown bag i used for chiangmai trip so i can put my star beanie cushion in :D i bet i'll get stared at on the bus :3 i think nypsco camp exco is going to have some outing next saturday! i hope it's somewhere we can be loud and noisy and have fun xD

2007-12-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

okay let's talk about nypsco camp!

day 1 (wed)
first day! i was super sleepy when i reached there. we played monkey ver 1.5 and the boys didn't want to pair up with the girls and the girls didn't want to pair up with the boys -____-" but we just played anw. J-CYN's hand is so small and cute :D btw she told me on the last day (when she saw her certificate) that her name must be spelled that way in caps, or it's wrong xD her siblings have cool names too! one is k-something the other i can't rmb :3 then it was human scores and relay. i didn't stick to my group alot and kept running off to find jessica and yi jing :X after lunch was facilitator trivia. global warming lol xD and i didn't know that i can't stop helping other people o.o sze jet is scared of cockroaches .____. but he isn't the only one; at night the guys' toilet was infested and they didn't dare to bathe inside so they used our toilet T______T

during their xiaozu jess and i went to the hall to prac 红梅 because we hadn't decided where to cut :X it was all quite last minute la. and i pracced a bit of 天山, 第一二胡 and concerto in e major. the fingerings for that was really x____x and in the middle we digressed and started talking about the weird couples in ge :O then yan yu came along! she's hilarious xD and we started chatting and stopped praccing ^^" then she and sze jet were talking about their o lvl invigilators (coconut lol). at night we went for theory and reached really early so we talked about xls and zls, kaojis and stuff for about half an hour before going into hui ling's house. gor's umbrella handle broke and it was super funny xD we met up with yi jing and went to mac's to buy supper. i got a cup of milo :D the "it's not the middle of the night" thing sent me into a laughing fit and they were like,"are you okay? o.o" i was like,"no hahaha" :3 my days of bathing in ice water in chiang mai proved useful because i was immune to the cold shower :D

i shall continue later i have to go out and buy new year clothes soon.

2007-12-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm back! :D just now we went tanglin mall to eat dinner at spagheddies :D then we looked at the christmas decorations outside, and it started snowing (you know, the soap bubble thingy that everyone goes there to play with). and it was from these weird machines on the ground omg! at first i thought it was just a little bit and wanted to play too, but i realised it was like up to the knees kind of thing and the amount of it was increasing by the seconds and i was super swarmed by it o_____o it was totally caving in on me and my bro! luckily they put a tap there so i washed my feet. mummy couldn't stop laughing :3 i shall post some other day i have to go and sleep le. just now i already ko-ed after bathing haha.

2007-12-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

okay i shall check my mail to see if tintin has replied me D: okay an email can't be bad he won't be able to kill me with an email (i hope) D: *gaspGAWKS* he didn't display any signs of irritation/annoyance/intention to hang draw and quarter me! HOW AMAZING! he just said that i must make sure it spans across 6 months! haha i am saved! :D

from tomorrow to saturday i'll be at nypsco camp, so if there's anything please sms me! i think i won't be sleeping till 3 or 4 am o_____o night duty, you know. and there's still nyco camp coming up and i'm supposed to plan for the grand dinner :O ah i shall stop here then :D

2007-12-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

hoho i just emailed tintin to change my nyaa service section. i hope he won't kill me but i think he will x_____x anyway my cold is much much better now! don't worry guenyik :D okay i'd better go and do some work because i don't think i'll have much time for the next week. nypsco camp. it'll be pretty fun i suppose, but very time-consuming. and i haven't pracced diyierhu! DD:

yesterday before going to popo's house mummy and i went to lot1 to buy my track shoes from world of sports. you know, ever since i donated my older pair in chiangmai .____. but yesterday there was a pair of blue mizuno crusaders (or whatever fancy name they gave it) and i think they're outsized so they cut the price to $69. still really ex but well, they're good shoes and i'm going to wear them all the way past jc :D and i went to minitoons to buy my hairband! i lost my other one in chiangmai :/ there was this meet the power rangers thingy going on downstairs and the kids were all crazy and screaming. the delusioned emcee was like, why you call me uncle! i'm still very young okay! T_____T but it reminds me when i was young my parents came across a meet-the-bananasinpyjamas session when we went to watch a movie, and then i went up to answer and got b1 and b2 figurines :D but i rmb i was awfully shy and i covered my ears when i was answering into the mic (you know, the if you can't hear them, you can't see them mentality ^___^").

2007-12-01T12:49:00.000+08:00

ahh i'm down with a cold :/ i'm feeling quite groggy. and i can't go class bbq .____. oh well i guess i should do some hw and prac then *____*

2007-11-29T20:21:00.000+08:00

http://rememberingjerbroni.blogspot.com/

i just went to hee ai's blog and i clicked this link, a blog dedicated to one of the dragonboaters who passed away in the accident a few days ago. i read all the lovely posts from both his friends and people who knew him by chance, but the post that truely shattered me was "remembered & loved", posted today. i think it was posted by his friend in school, and it was so so sad! ;__; it's a little lengthy, but read on:

We crashed macro together on wed, a day before we both left singapore: you for your race, me for my shopping. I remember how you were late that day and i took the assignment for you.I remember how you took this stupid picture of me and started laughing at me.I remember how you went to take the pictures (for the trip) at the instant photo booth in school: you took a super long time to prim yourself up in the toilet, and i laughed at your vain-ness.I remember how both of us were searching for books in the library, and I kept giving silly suggestions. In the end, you picked up a book on entrepreneurship. When I asked if you'd read such serious stuff, and you said you'd used it to prop your head up when you sleep after your race set. i laughed.I remember how i offered to get my dad to send you to the mrt station, you declined, and then changed your mind a while later.I remember the 'you in school have a fun trip' message which you sent. and you called when i replied that i wasnt in school: explain how you werent in the right mind when you text-ed the reply.I remember how i said 'see you next week' before we both hung up.I remember when we were studying at hv's coffee bean and all your silly antics.I remember when we all chilled at my place and you kept harping on how clean my floor was.I remember when we all shared the singapore sling with pineapple juice, the tiramisu ice cream with kahlua.I remember when we all chilled at Dempsey and played silly games.I remember how we associate your sudden silence (when lisa asked her infamous questions) to guilty conscious and tease you about it all the time.I wouldnt have know about what happen if I didnt call lisa and talked about the stuff i'm supposed to buy for you and yoda. Those 5 nights i had were the most agonizing nights i ever had. I didnt get the updates neither were there coverage on the news.I was angry for not having auto-roaming and the service operator werent flexible enough to activate it. I was angry for what shouldnt have occurred.You always had that smile on your face. always brightening up people's day. always that cheery and happy. always making people laugh.I broke down countless times like many others, but what kills me is the fact that I wasnt here with the rest, that I wasnt updated, that i know nothing about what happened and that I didnt get to buy that wallet you asked me to help you with...I was only beginning to know you better....but I know, you're at a better place, right at His side...

2007-11-29T18:17:00.000+08:00

today is the last of my xiaozu-daiing days! because next week mrs ee is back and dazu will be in the morning so xls and zls can come in the afternoon for xiaozu :D to tell the truth it can be pretty tiring, standing in front and making rather futile efforts in trying to correct technical errors and talking till my voice is strained. i wish i was more like huiling- she's funny and says all kinds of hilarious things, and i bet her juniors loved her loads. i think my juniors all think i'm very irritating/ boring, repeating the same stuff over and over again ._____.

anyway there's class gathering on saturday. i'll most probably be going at night for the bbq coz i kind of don't know what i should do if i go early .____. i hope kendra and allyssa are going. maybe i should call kendra to ask her. i hope she's not sleeping o____o she can sleep right through dinner and wake up at, i don't know, 11? then can't sleep back. oh well that's just her. and i know cher's not going! :O hcco interaction probably. ah i shall go and finish the lijiewenda.

2007-11-25T14:19:00.001+08:00

i must must MUST finish the retarded la essay today! i've been wasting far too much time :/ bet me is hilarious xD especially the chapter 2 restaurant scene. it really amazes me how some people are so gifted with the use of words. the way they put things makes your imagination come alive and it's just so magical :D

2007-11-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

just now i was beating eggs for my mum and i thought of some funny moments from the chiangmai trip and i burst out laughing :3 and last night my dad was eating a persimmon and it reminded me of oom xD and whenever i look at soya sauce i think of oat (ploy's fault! xP) book-wrapping is fun! :DDD

oh okay i'd better go sleep now :3

2007-11-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

the race for the lost keystone is a really nice book! it's kind of for children below 12, but the plot has a lot of twists and it's really funny xD uno in anatopsis is just so sarcastic i love him xD i realised there's a lot of nice japanese dramas and i want to watch them all! :DD i just wonder which one i'll start with :3 maybe something more light-hearted like nobuta wo produce :D but i should do my homework first .____.

it's been one week since returning from chiangmai... how i wish i could go back to feeling that carefree and happy. no holiday homework, no worrying about xyz and my diyierhu :/ anyway the photos mr heng took are out! szemin and i are going to look at them tmr :D

2007-11-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

250th post! i think SHE is so cute and lovely :DD (i think joey spread her SHE love to me haha). i can't seem to find some of the holiday homework online. maybe it's still in my file .____. anyway, i'd better start doing some proper work :3

2007-11-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

my new wallet! $36 from the wallet shop :D i also bought a pair of jellies! on friday before ge my mum and i went to the library and i borrowed four books! and i'm a happy girl ^____^ i just love reading books! they're a neverending source of entertainment :D

acro today was a little lonely. but ms chrystelle was really nice and didn't torture me today knowing that i've gone a little cranky after 1 month of not practising. she was just ranting to me that she got these two terrible classes of people going for a dance competition and they keep changing their dance moves/ music. and when they asked for her advice on which song to choose and she told them what she thought was better, they said the other one was better! like why did they ask her in the first place then! what terrible people D: poor her! it's driving her nuts .____.

okay i'd better take a look at the homework list. i'm not really sure how much homework i have so i'd better start right now *takes deep breath and looks into ivle*

2007-11-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

okay in the end i didn't do any homework -_____- let's continue talking about my trip then! i've never met a bunch of people so cute and high who like to suan people omg *gushes on and on*! and so well groomed at the same time! the guys were like really nice and gentlemanly like joey said :D i'm really glad i met joey too! she's like super crazy and very easy to get along with and we can sing songs together! xD we're in a mass convo on msn now! and i realised that "555++" is "hahaha++"! because in thai 5= ha! :D

2007-11-08T16:20:00.001+08:00

i'm back! with lots of bug bites but the loveliest memories! :D and i'm missing them loads ;____; i had lots and lots of fun and i've never felt so high xD i'm just so so so glad that i chose to come to chiang mai! at the airport we had chain reaction crying and i kept crumbling into tears and people kept staring at us .____. joey and i were like, can we 谎报年龄 and go again next year! x____x oh my period was very nice to me this time it only came today :D okay i'd better do my theory homework now.

2007-10-26T07:26:00.000+08:00

hello~ i'm at the airport now! :DDD i wish i had disposable contact lens because i can't see properly with my specs -______- but i'm excited! we're going to fly off in about 45 minutes! and i'll be back on 7th nov. i'll miss home .____. and my erhu! :3 that time in tioman i went like, i miss my erhu! and qitian and allyssa and rina were like all, weirdo! o____o not like they'd understand though. i can see a plane taking off now :D there's this coffee and cake smell wafting around xD

okay i shall end here before the system logs me out. i shouldn't be hogging the comp for too long anw. wish me fun! :D

2007-10-23T15:16:00.000+08:00

volleyball tournament! :D the cup tournament was super heiong o____o especially the match between 302 and 306! it was so super uber cool- the way they dived to save the ball and stuff 8D

then for our class! i feel really proud of them because we don't have many sports people and we didn't even have enough people for substitution, so the same people were playing all through, but they did really really well! *gushes* huiying was super zai! in one game she whacked the ball over the net using one hand and we were all like OMG *____* and twice! her reaction is super fast and her serves are all fast and straight... while watching her i realised you can have talent for sports too :D

hoho cher! tricia and i feel real proud of you as co 的人 ^____^ peisan! none of it was your fault k! you were under tremendous pressure and all, and you already did very well :D they ended up having to play 2 more games for the tie-breaker omg i can't imagine how tired they must've been x___x so we cheered as much as possible for them! sometimes i think it's a little dependent on luck too, because winning the starting serve is an advantage.

anyway, it was just so so so cool! we should have another volleyball tournament 8DD okay i'd better go do my ih because i need to start packing tonight.

2007-10-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

this morning i entered the kitchen groggily only to be greeted by a freaking lizard floating in the water jug O_______O and it turned out to be alive omg D: so my brother dumped it into the toilet bowl rather unceremoniously and i flushed it down.

i finished watching 1 litre of tears. aya! :____: my heart just totally went CRA-A-A-A-CK when asou was reading the letter from aya. ah well. sometimes, it's plain heartbreaking, other times, it's hilarious, or touching, but most importantly it's inspiring. i'll never live another day without remembering aya and her courage :D like i was telling my brother, if there were to be only one drama you're going to watch in your whole entire life, it'd be 1 litre of tears ♥

2007-10-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

oh man how cool is this! i know 3 people whose birthdays are today- haidee, dewei and yanhui (she's one of my p3 friends :D). so cool right! ^____^ today my brother and i suddenly decided to read our usborne puzzle books again... it was really fun :D i remember we wanted to be detectives when we grew up! actually i am still very intrigued by the idea, but i'm not observant enough TT______TT besides it's probably not as exciting as we think it to be so haha.

that day guenyik and i were just talking about jobs. she wants to be a baker :D go guenyik! next time you can open a real cute bakery spammed with your chibi drawings and i'll visit you every week! :D haha. i mean, being a baker is so much more exciting, because you don't live on complicated stuff like the stockmarket or some super-techno machinery. you don't spend half your life peering into microscopes at dismal little microbial organisms or conducting brain-busting experiments (no offence intended though). that's just what i feel. i don't really like being ambitious and wanting big jobs like a lawyer or researcher or whatnot. oh what i'd give to live in a little town in a pretty european country, or by a mediterranean beach :D

on a side note, i'm starting to get really worried for my juniors. the 第一二胡乐队伴奏 is quite insane, and even i can't quite keep up. hell, even rozie was struggling yesterday! what about my juniors who can't even manage 太阳?! ;___; and i'm leaving on friday morning D: oh which leads me to a most important thing!

NYCO CONCERT

18 JULY 2008, FRIDAY

7.30PM

SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL

so please free yourselves on that day! ge people should be excused from practice because zls would come to watch! :D

2007-10-18T21:23:00.001+08:00

it's really cold tonight ._____. i sure hope the ih thingy isn't really due tmr... i haven't done yet :/ i asked sheila and she claims that mr han told them it's due next wednesday or something. so confusing :S today we visited the marina barrage and it was pretty cool :D and i feel like i should start reading harry potter though i know i'm really slow *___* okay i shall attempt ih now.

2007-10-17T17:32:00.000+08:00

monday was sec3 xyz outing! :DD we met at chinatown mrt. rouying and i were the first to reach, and we saw siying and it took her ages to find us haha xD then we went off on our game looking for the food and places. and we met ms yap at ocean while i was buying plasters- i was standing right next to her and didn't even know! i was like, why are there only disney plasters?! and so ex! *___* then we reached the checkpoint late :X

at bugis liying and i paired with layting and szemin, and the food was super difficult to link... it was carrot cake and japanese omelette o____o but eventually we ended up with a super mix of languages- chai tao kueh to kueh lapis to strawberry guni (milk) to nihon (japanese) omelette xD when we arrived at orchard it was raining so we went to cineplex to wait for the rest. we eventually decided to go kbox.

at first it was a bit 冷 when the kbox person keep coming in and out. when she left we started climbing all over the sofa and we created quite some havoc lol xD i was super off key -____- but who cares :D then i went home and cooked instant noodles :3

okay i shall go prepare to sleep (:

2007-10-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

i swear the next time aya or her mum or her dad cries again i'm just going to suffer an emotional break down ;__; it's turning me into an emotional wreckage but i can't stop watching it... i bet my eyes are all swollen and stuff now :3 each time she falls i can just feel my heart breaking for her x___x

2007-10-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

one litre of tears is heartbreaking ;___; anyway i'm trying to compose for theory hw but i've been stuck at the 4th bar for the past i don't know how long ._____. it sounds kind of like some kiddy song x.x yesterday we went through maths, chinese and chem. my butt feels bruised now when i sit on the floor :/ for maths i didn't hit 140 which means i probably won't hit 60% for maths overall D: chinese compre was so lousy omg. but my summary and compos saved me, so i suppose it's borderline b3. chem was much better than i expected (i thought i'd barely fail)- all my crap actually got me 76 O___o haha okay i shall go continue composing :3

2007-10-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

so far my results haven't been the death of me. hmm... maybe i won't get retained after all! *sees a fragment of hope* but it's hard to say coz there's still 5 more subjects to go. anyway yesterday i read my best friend's girl, and it's a really nice book! highly recommended! ^___^ the little girl tegan is just so cute :D oh i forgot to mention i think the eoys just about made me an incoherent person. i can't spell words properly when i was copying notes and i think one thing but say another. even worse, that day at vivo when we walked past this tangs shop window flashing "showcasing", i swear i saw it as "effervescence" x_____x haha okay i shall go read detective conan :D

2007-10-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

YAY IT'S ALL OVER! :D :D :D (geog was screwed big time but who cares!) and it's my mummy's birthday too!

after exams i went to vivo with szemin, and we had long johns for lunch. we zoomed right past without seeing it and ended up on a long search. so 失败 -_____- then we went to daiso where i helped my mum buy some ponchos, and i got a comb and a sponge (which i had a really hard time choosing- jsut ask szemin xD), and szemin got curtains. then we set off finding my mum's birthday present, and i eventually settled on a packet of 6 tissue boxes with super cute prints from minitoons. and i got a hairband too. then we walked around randomly, and went to the playground and rooftop to take photos.

and little japanese kids are just so adorable! there was this little boy and girl (both around 2 years old) playing in the pool on the rooftop while their mums chatted and they were so cute 8DD and they'd be childhood sweethearts! just like shinichi and ran in detective conan :D and when we went daiso for the second time we saw this little boy who was really small and cute and was chattering non-stop in japanese ^____^!

afterwards we went to the pet safari and i saw girlgirl's food :D and all the dogs there were really cute, especially the shar-pei! it was so flabby and grumpy looking xD the hamsters were pretty cute too, all cuddled in one corner sleeping. then we spotted keychain vending machines outside toys-r'-us! so we exchanged for $1 coins with the cashier guy who was wearing this funny hat thing, and eventually used up his coins o___o i got one for myself and one for my mum to add on to her presents and szemin got one. then we visited candy couduroy (or is it couduroy candy :3) and the guy working there was really friendly. i think he loves his job :D

at night we ate at a vietnamese restaurant called madam saigon, and there was this magical sauce- everything you dipped in it had an instant new taste with PERSPECTIVE (think ratatouille!) :D

okay i'm going to sleep now! i have xls lesson in the afternoon tmr so i must wake up and prac~

2007-10-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

tralala. i'm still at weber's least cost theory x______x note to self: MUST start on tourism before lunch! looking through the industry notes reminds me of mr lim's full-fledged crappiness-which-makes-sense and his lame stuff. like his fishball analogies, weber being wilber pan's brother, tata young (this sprung out of nowhere when he started on tata iron & steel co in india) etc. i really miss him :/ he's like this incredible teacher who can make sense out of a whole load of nonsense, and link all the ideas together flawlessly and teach without referring to anything! it's like all the stuff are just in his brain archive and he just picks a file out and presents it. i wonder if we'll get him back next year :______:

2007-10-07T16:45:00.001+08:00

omg i just realised that if i want to get 60 marks for maths overall i need to get 88% for eoys. which is 140/160 and is almost impossible! x_____x ah i shall just flop over and die... i can feel myself being pulled towards retainment :/ i hope the other subjects will save me.

-edit- in the morning we had a mini performance next to the tpy market! some transport minister was visiting, so we had to welcome him by playing something. at first we repeated 林中夜会 a little, then played the rest of the songs. someone's solo was kind of majorly off-tune ._____. and i ended up 20 minutes late for xls lesson :O it was pretty fun though, and playing 阿美族 reminded me of the nac times. it was such a pretty song! you know the kind that is so pretty it just melts your heart listening to it? and i could totally remember the feeling of pwning the SCH stage like no one else! memories :D

2007-10-06T12:45:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to find some information on the blue revolution... for a start i can't even find the definition :/ ah i shall use the green revolution one then change agricultural to aquacultural. my nose is running and blocked T______T okay my brother needs to use the comp now i'll stop here.

2007-10-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

YAY MATHS IS OVER! :DDD it wasn't as difficult as i expected ^^ there were only a few questions i didn't quite know how to do. i hope i didn't make too many careless mistakes :S i shall go type my qa table out now. i think i lost the one mrs chew photocopied for us. which is pretty strange because i don't really lose stuff. oh well at least i hand copied it.

2007-09-27T08:03:00.001+08:00

oh man now i'm getting kind of worried for my maths. i like got 17/100 for my sia ><

2007-09-25T11:59:00.000+08:00

ih/lang arts is coming in 3 days :/ i don't feel prepared for ih especially the essay ._____. and i'm not very confident for chem too. like the mole calculations :/ and actually i kind of suck at unseen prose too D:

2007-09-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

OMG the MOST EMBARRASSING THING JUST HAPPENED. my house phone rang, so i picked it up, and i took a look at the caller id. then i thought it was wanglong's house phone and his mum was phoning for my mum, plus the person on the other end spoke chinese and was able to identify me, so i called the person AUNTY. and to my horror, the person was actually XU LAO SHI DDDDDDD: i was like OMG WHAT DID I JUST DO! *state of utmost shock* *flails hysterically* so i hastily apologised and explained that i mistook the number. i hope xls forgets it by next week D:

2007-09-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

my google turned hindi again o_____o the languages keep jumping around. i'm down with some kind of eyelid infection, according to dr yap. it started yesterday morning when i woke up, and i felt my right eyelid a bit swollen. but i wasn't quite sure, so i pressed it and OWWW -.- and i checked the mirror and it did look a little swollen, so i decided to put ice on it. it didn't do much effect though, and i decided to see how it'll be today. and it became worse at night, like it hurts when i blink. then just now after xls lesson i went to dr yap's, and as usual he gabbered some nonsensical stuff to scare me. he was like, OOH! i poked you in may (for the blood test), and now i have to poke you again! nyehehe! so my mum and i were like huh o___O and he explained that it's an eyelid infection, *some cheem term i can't rmb*, but it's in the early stages so it should be fine a few days after applying the medication. then he went on, if you see me again three days later, i will POKE your eyelid and let the stuff dripdripdrip out! >D pure evil -______-

2007-09-14T13:10:00.001+08:00

our class is damn high today! must be because it's FRIDAY! :DD and i'm feeling very high also~ it's like, mr han asks a question, and we laugh. and he's like omg what's wrong with you T____T LOL xD hahaha he's very paranoid now. okay now he says we are equivocating! aka quibbling. omg this is hilarious xD oh okay it's going to be bio soon. which reminds me that i haven't printed the respiration notes when we are already kind of on excretion ^^"

2007-09-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

we're marking 小小说 now and mine was super crap :Z i hope i'll pass. oh now it's lang arts and we're going through some essays for practice. later there's theory quiz! T______T detective conan is nice! :D (i'm feeling random today) i got 8/30 for my service retest, and more broken capillaries than last week -.- mrs tan is very animated today o____o she's gushing about maslow's hiearchy of needs, this very cheem sounding checklist thingy ^^" okay i shall go and copy down maslow thing.

2007-09-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

i'm back from xls lesson! she was telling us the story of 红梅, about a girl who worked as a spy head. she's so brave D: and she wants to listen to my whole 红梅 next week! die o____o ah i still have no idea how to start on the geog assignment... maybe i should do chem first :/

2007-09-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

new skin! :D the font is a bit small though. i still can't really figure out how to do the geog assignment... the world bank and imf have so many hundreds of projects aiming to bring about development in ldcs, how are we supposed to read up on all of them? the question itself is already vague: "evaluate the effectiveness of the world bank (wb) and the international monetary fund (imf) in bringing about development in the less developed countries (ldcs)." that's all they gave us D: maybe i shld do ih first :/

2007-09-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

secret is very nice! :D i just love the setting and the old piano, and of course the whole story. we ate at bbq chicken afterwards, then went to taka to mail the kaoji forms. and at wisma i found something for xls, qixuan and sheila! yay :D the necklace i got for xls is just so adorable! it has a small shoe, a dress and even a little bag pendant! :D

okay i just got scolded. i'm in a bad mood now so i won't continue. but before i end, why the hell does the school expect us to read up on the measures of imf and world bank and ANALYSE? like, wth, i don't even understand all the projects and policies, how am i supposed to analyse.

2007-09-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

SHITSHITSHIT i totally missed the rerun of css2 finals! >< i should have checked the damn newspapers in the morning! i hope someone recorded it :/

2007-09-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

oh yes! i forgot to talk about my strange dream last night. i dreamt that nyco was going to perform jiankuai at a place which looked a bit like esplanade. then before the performance mrs ee asked me to do something and in the end i didn't have time to change to co uniform! D: so the whole co and the audience waited for me. how embarrassing :X and as if it wasn't bad enough, the chair was like a stool, and was small and weird and had this thin brown cactus sticking out from the side, and i sat right onto it! and of course jumped up immediately. then i adjusted the chair-stool so that the cactus was facing the back. then i saw that the person next to me (can't remember who) actually detached the cactus and stuck it in a hole in the wall next to us. and i realised we were probably supposed to detach the cactus and put it in the hole on the wall -_________- so ridiculous right?

2007-09-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday's teachers day celebration was really cool! :D i was really high after that. hsiu fan was so funny when she did the textbook dance! somewhere in between their music screwed up a little :3 but they still continued :D and the teachers were all so cool! :DD

afterwards i went back to nyps. i managed to see lin lao shi and talk to mrs tham for a while (she's leaving! *whines*), then ms jung :D but they were all rushing off for the teachers day lunch, so i left after a while.

then i went to orchard to watch secret with szemin. there was a whole flood of students at cineplex! and all the tickets for the 3.20 show was sold out D: so after a lot of phone calls we settled on watching ratatouille at lido instead. we ended up in the second row but luckily the screen wasn't too high so we didn't have to crank our necks. i'd say ratatouille is a must watch! :D it is very inspiring, not to mention cute and funny! remy's nose looks very nice to tweak xD *edit* after the movie i saw a lot of people streaming towards one exit, so i decided to go the other way, since both doors had an "exit" sign. but we ended up in some ulu corridor at the very side of the building! D: there were 3 doors: 1 was an emergency stairway leading to the first floor. 2 was some door which was locked, and the last was the most 精彩 one- it was a door leading to another cinema. imagine how malu it would be to pop up in the middle of another movie T_____T so we took the only other way out- the emergency stairway =.= luckily the door at the bottom was unlocked, or else we would have to barge into the other cinema :O *end of edit* then we ate tori-q~ and we saw scandalous people! *coughcough* and yonghui saw them too! i offered her a bit of my tori-q to calm her xD and we took 174 back to ny to watch yvonne's concert :D

we arrived 30 minutes early T_____T" the whole concert was full of piano solos, 20 in total o_____o there was this little boy and he was simply adorable! 8D it was interesting to tell who really made the difference, and even though siewying said emily wasn't really good, i felt that she had what it takes to be a good performer. she was confident when she walked out, and looked like she enjoyed playing :D and they cut a cake for their teacher at the end of the performance! so cute xD

2007-08-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

acro! we did balancing stuff! and i'm better at bendbacks from standing position against the wall now :D but i must stop shuffling -.- and i did headstands without the wall, and i managed to do elbow stands too! \^^/ but i got tired after some time so i couldn't do any more. well, it's quite an achievement anyway :D

today. INJECTION DD: i am now crippled by the three evil jabs! :/ the nurse sat me down and swabbed me and asked if i was a right-hander or left and -POKE- poked me with the needle DD: luckily she pressed the cotton wool quickly or i might just go like AUuuuGHhhhhHH :X then she said "this chair very nice to sit in right?" -POKEPOKE- owww and so that was the end of jabbing. i was like ahh i survived! but the worst was yet to be o____o after some time my right arm started throbbing when i contracted that muscle. now both arms are like throbbing and burning if i move them a bit more :/ imagine my agony when i was trying to take off my shirt to bathe! D: i hope it'll be fine tmr there's unseen prose :X

2007-08-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

i swear trigo is killing me TT______TT ms tan was speeding all the way through the angle formulas and now she's started revision -.- ... OMG i feel so cheated! i did this whole long working only to arrive with the same equation as the one i started with DD: ah i shall just finish this darn question and go to sleep.

during acro yesterday everyone came! a stark contrast of last week xD we did all the killer split exercises like the mirror thing and the mat thing erwin (isthathowtospell:__:) told us about two weeks ago D: we were like collapsing all over the floor after that :X but i'm really happy because i managed to use the wall to go down into a bendback and get back up! YAY ME :DD and guenyik was so cute she was in bendback position then she used her head to support herself and clapped, then got back into bendback position and we were all LOL xDD and there was once she couldn't get up and started stamping her feet while still in bendback position! and she got up. moral of the story: when you can't get up, stamp your feet xD we couldn't stay to practise though because some people booked the studio :/ oh well, i shall practise my splits at home :3

2007-08-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

yay the performances are over :D both went quite well i guess.

saturday. i went for the hmp finale prac first because the 90th side was doing qianyi and zhanluan. queenie was going mad because the dance studio didn't have reception and she couldn't make any calls -.- and i was the only one who turned up in fbts and slippers and someone (can't remember who) said i looked like i was going to the beach lol xD then wenting was telling us about her brother and his girlfriend and it was so stupid it was hilarious :D the rest of the time was spent slacking and trying to do chem and taking walks around. we only rehearsed once. the ballroom looked grand and the stage was uber cool! 8D

2007-08-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

i think i missed out a lot on maths for monday's lesson... when i look at the worksheet i have no idea how to do it :// all the cosecant and secant stuff. and i still don't understand the thing about solving trig equations using graphs D: maybe i shld do chem first :/

2007-08-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

omg i'm dying off -.- today's rehearsal consisted mostly of stoning and being hungry and freezing. tmr is theory lesson and i haven't done the hw, i haven't done maths remedial ws! ;___; and 90th anniversary has a *&^#@ added prac on wednesday which clashes with my tuition! what the hell. i don't care i'm just leaving early they can't take away our time just like that T________T oh there's still the nonya report! it's only 9 and i'm falling asleep here... oh ya i found out that the little girl with the dolly is called nicole :D

2007-08-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

comm handover was thursday (: and i got a flower and a muffin! i just ate the muffin for breakfast and it was very yummy :D there wasn't any 7up at home so i had to put it in water at first, but yesterday mummy went to buy a bottle for me and today the flower looks prettier and the stem is straighter! yay ^^

yesterday was full dress rehearsal and we had to put make up. then ms yeo couldn't find the blue eyeshadow she wanted so she put some weird brown shades on me and i looked like i got boxed in the eye omg :___: luckily li feng took another eyeshadow and brushed over it ^^" yi jiao's and my skirt was borrowed from acjc and it was nicer than our school's one >D it wasn't as scratchy too, and the sequins were silvery 8D when we were lingering outside mr ng came along and said that our top was funny, but i thought it looked pretty okay. then i saw this little girl in the first part and she was hugging a doll with a dress made of the same material as her own pajamas! so cute 8DD oh i took a picture of her-

i was so tired after the full dress rehearsal and i couldn't remove the eyeliner properly! i looked like i had major panda eyes =.= so i removed my lenses and wore specs. then it was kind of blurry and i got a headache so i didn't go ge :/ i took 961 with hern hern and she was telling me about the elections stuff and i felt so sorry for her and jojo. i can't imagine what more they have to go through; why can't other people understand that the reality is already there and saying all those things will do no good? the least they could do to help is to shut up and give the 当事人 some peace -______- well. jiayou hern hern and jojo! i know you guys can do it :DD oh and yesterday i realised that this musical is actually very significant and touching for me- i am a pure pure pure nanyang girl, from nursery to kindergarten to primary school to secondary school now. and i've been in the nanyang family for the past 11 years and 8 months, and no one can beat my record! I > ALL OF YOU xD

for hmp concert we have to wear a tie, so i learnt tie-tying from gor! and i put it on humphrey and choccie the floppydoggy :D

good afternoon. how may i help you?

2007-07-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

oh no i suddenly have a very strong urge to watch ouran high school host club or inuyasha or 1 litre of tears. butbutbut i don't have enough time! ;____; or rather, i have time but i have a lot of other more relevant stuff to do like brushing up my maths so i won't fail eoys :/ and reading ALL the newspapers which dates back to... february?! omg TT____TT

acro yesterday was fun! there were 2 new people and the guy-who-looks-17-but-is-actually-20 (i feel terrible calling him that but i don't know his name omg) and ruby came too! and i found out that ruby teaches piano! :D oh we did the horrible split-against-the-mirror thing o____o the poor new people haha. we stayed to practise and halfway through marcus must have heard guenyik slamming down so he came in and told us the scary story about why he didn't like that studio in particular. he is so amusing xDD then i didn't dare to flop over after hearing that! :X so i practised cartwheels.

then the guy *feels terrible* started explaining to guenyik why he couldn't come sometimes (or rather, most of the time), so i asked him what he was studying, which was law, so i asked him if he knew junyi (he didn't coz different age), and explained who junyi was, and he asked guenyik her cca (slacker! -jabs- xD), and i said she used to be in judo, and he related to an incident where he got slammed by a judo friend. guenyik saw this strand of hair and we started talking about how dirty the studios were and marcus never cleaned them, and when we were doing bendback exercises we had to blow the dust bunnies and hair away =.= i started saying how the chinese dancers ran about barefooted, even into the toilet which guenyik named "the toilet where people puke after 2.4". and commented how gross girl toilets could be. and the guy told us about the toilet the sports people used back in RI.

then for some reason we jumped to the etiquette and stuff we're going to do next year, and i described ziwei's account of crashing the actual dinner, and he told us about his smu friend attending a course requiring them to peel a prawn using utensils and they even had a freaking assessment lol. and we started talking about eating crabs, and guenyik only ate crab once in her whole life because she couldn't take spicy food, not even mcdonalds chilli and we were awed by of her incapability of taking spicyness. and i jumped back to crabs, saying about my dad picking crabs. and we crapped on quite randomly when guenyik thought her dad was here. we went outside to find marcus playing his nintendo or psp or something (i'm a gadget idiot :X). apparently it was a brain game and you were supposed to choose the highest number as quickly as possible, and marcus was whining that he had the brain of a 50-year-old, and the numbers started moving suddenly and he was like WHY ARE THESE GODDAMN NUMBERS MOVING?! lol xDD in the end he was only 46, not 50 haha. then my dad called and we left (:

2007-07-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

omg i actually passed ih! o____o and i got 16 i am quite shocked o___o oh well at least i feel less stupid. just now during maths i felt like the slowest and most retarded human on earth because ms tan was like rolling on and on and everyone seemed to understand except me! :___:

2007-07-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

... and i only just completed the geog presentation ppt and script, left siewying and eileen's part. why do we need that freaking presentation anyway? it's so pointless. now for maths :/

2007-07-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

yay the tests are over! only chinese is left :D now i shall try to keep up with maths and all the performances coming up. luckily it's sabbatical week next week i can at least breathe a bit. i hope week 6 will get by quickly then i can stop screwing up my hongmei and studies :/ okay shall do maths and geog presentation. why do we have that stupid presentation thing anyway D<

2007-07-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

ihatetrigoihatetrigoihatetrigoIHATETRIGO! T_________T why must there be a million equations for us to memorise so irritating wth.

2007-07-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

chem test is over! :DD it wasn't as hard as i expected to be, though i wouldn't exactly say it's easy. anyway i think today is my lucky day! i spun the fruit machine and got 10000np plus a petpet! YAY :DD pinghui, sheila and i went for CIP make up after school. there was this old man who plays erhu and he learn't it himself so pro! :O he can even trill and stuff lol! there was this ahma sitting next to him and she looked quite bored, so i asked her if she could speak chinese, then she was like,"si mi?" and i was like "OHNO I CAN'T SPEAK HOKKIEN D:" and she started laughing so cute xD actually she's hakka but she learnt hokkien while living in the kampong. luckily sheila knew how to speak hokkien so it was less awkward ^^" she keeps laughing so cute xD

yesterday i went to watch gabriel ng@esplanade. don't ask me why they named the concert that -.- anyway he was really great! :D what really set him apart was his music; it was totally i don't know how to describe :3 (watching him makes me feel quite inferior :X) oh and his dynamics and phrasings were very good too. in conclusion he is just incredible :3 but i thought it was quite cruel to make him play 3 encores... he already played so much and it's very tiring you know. of course i don't think normal people will know. okay i shall do my maths and study bio .______.

2007-07-23T08:57:00.000+08:00

i failed maths horribly... got 20/50 -.- but then again i kind of guessed it. bah i shall go do corrections :/

2007-07-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

... and the wheel of monotony is still spinning -____- i should have spun it at, what, 9.30?

2007-07-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

i love neopets! :DD today my hongmei sucked .____. i must prac! but there's like no time omg T____T acro was at 11, so i went after lesson and i reached super early, like at 10.30 :X the kids in the acrokids class were scary o____o anyway we were supposed to do straightovers but i couldn't quite so i did bendbacks first and omg i so don't know how to do! :/ ms chrystelle was saying something about lifting the upper part but i didn't quite understand her :S anyway i'm not very nuah today only my arms are kind of aching. then we went funan and i ate pepper lunch express! xDD but poor guenyik was so broke she couldn't buy anything to eat. curse that *&%# woman who cut queue AND bought all the big and cheap muffins. poor guenyik :(( but i'm very happy because i did 3 chem worksheets! :D and i didn't have to wait very long for the buses i wanted to take :DD the wheel of monotony is taking ages to spin -.- tmr is another school day... but at night i'm watching a violin concert! and isabel's brother gabriel is performing :D and it's only about 5 more days before most of the tests are over and i can read my boooooks :D :D

2007-07-20T10:33:00.001+08:00

it's geog lesson now. somehow my answers for the review question thing seem quite out of point .____. i'm so dead next week... there's chem test which i haven't studied, and i'm watching a concert on monday night. and there's bio which i also haven't studied and i haven't even copied the notes. today there's definitely no time, tmr morning there's cip, and i'm watching a concert at 5pm. then sunday morning i have xls lesson and acrobatics right after that, and then i'm going to eat lunch and study chem with guenyik :3 oh i still have the later half of sunday to do my bio notes. but then again there's still theory hw and maths ws 12.2 omg :// ah i shall do that during breaks and wednesday afternoon. oh nooo still got chem ws! o____o -hyperventilates- okay conclusion is life is screwed and i need to manage my time -whiiines-

ok i just realised some of my answers are under the wrong question damn! ahh it's the next lesson now.

2007-07-17T11:21:00.000+08:00

ahh maths is screweddd ,______, i only did until question 6i, and skipped 1 or 2 questions in between and i'm destined to fail and join remedial class omgg DD: anyway i was really happy yesterday! because we're having exchange with string ensemble today and we get to learn violin or something 8D but i kind of used a lot of smses informing sec3 xyz about the exchange, expressing my sympathy to hanqing because she has cip today and can't go, then i found out that there's more than one session so i told her, then i was settling the 90th anniversary stuff with lifeng and yijiao :X talking about phone bills my bills last month were $20+ oops. i think if it continues i can get a plan or something =.=

-edit- exchange session was fun! even though i was quite teacherless... i must have had 3 or 4 people teaching me in total. the viola is super heavy and it kept poking my neck .____. now i have this mark on my neck o_____o i somehow managed to creak and drag my way through 8 bars of this piece (can't rmb the name :X) with jiale's help. yay! :DD okay shall do geog now :/

2007-07-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is maths test =____= i have my grapefruit halls to take me throught the day! :D then there's also 90th anniversary prac. better get some homework to do or bring a book to read, coz i won't be bringing my own erhu so i can't prac. it's stifling hot today... i'm like sitting in front of the computer barely moving (except for my hands) and i'm pespiring like -.- ooh i made a toblerone monster yesterday! >D for pinghui because i didn't get her anything on that day itself. hope she likes it :D acro was not so "heiong" to quote guenyik. we didn't run around the room, didn't do unbearable splits and stuff. i managed to do a handstand on the third try or so! yay! *runs around room happily* and we did the balancing exercise, which amused ruby a lot. she even videoed it o___o i managed to keep the jam jar on my forehead spare 1 or 2 times yay *claps happily* :D okay i shall continue doing my maths.

2007-07-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

200th post! :D showcase was really fun. we had 1 hour of dazu, then break all the way till 6.30. and we had our first (and probably last) gaohu outing around the school! wahaha. we walked around getting food and drinks, then finding a swing. i discovered that i'm the lightest gaohu-er! ^^ tiannie was saying that she was lighter than yonghui, but only by 0.2kg =.= queenie refused to reveal her weight, stating that it was a "sensitive question" haha. so yonghui asked me and my reply drew a stare, *pause*, are you underweight?! me: noooo .___. haha xD so we were swinging happily then suddenly the swing on queenie's and my side moved and we kinda yelped ._____. after that we just did random stuff and i ran up to take my camera. when i came down they were eating. the black pepper chicken was hot :X then this little cat came along! :D i took several photos of it with tiannie's help :D and we started cam-whoring, taking shadow pictures and doing stupid poses. i wish we could do it more often, or there won't be a chance anymore :(

on the bus we waved to people again! the workers on a truck at the shell petrol station were really friendly and they all waved back! then we were so happy and cheering and clapping. after some time lss got pissed and scolded us, saying we were howling or whatever. just because she isn't having fun she doesn't want us to have fun too. loser *pffft* xP at SCH they trapped us in the holding room! and didn't let us play our instrus :/ so we all started going to the toilet, because that was the only place we could go xD we played nicely :DD it's the last molihua ;___;

today i went to school half-dead, and got a running nose. now i sound like a duck o___o and my life is damn screwed everything is overlapping, like xiaozus with hmp pracs, dazus with hmp pracs and 90th anniversary pracs. i thought this term marked the end of my jumbled schedules and turmoil, but unfortunately it seems that the worst is not to be. next year should be no better, with ge concert, nyco concert, nac and possibly nus diploma. and there goes my secondary school life...

okay. i should stop wallowing in self-pity. i achieved a lot this year, i can definitely do it! hwaiting! gambatte! jiayou! gogogo! :DD

and we pwned SCH again ♥

2007-07-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

thursday. we left school early for showcase rehearsals. we were sitting around in m4 being bored and started to fold paper cranes! mine looked weird and mutated .____. on the bus the crazy xyz started waving to random pedestrains again, and it was amusing xD i wasn't feeling that high so i jst watched. this indian man at a bus stop gave us two thumbs up when he saw us waving! SO CUTE xD yep. we saw many of our seniors! and szuan who is as cute as always :D but she doesn't come ge anymore :/ and hcjcco is totally zai o____o they didn't practise during the june holidays because of their block tests (or whatever it is) and they still kickedass like idunowhat! you could totally tell that the whole orchestra was mature and the sound that came from them was just different. pro! xD i sure hope they will come back to ge after their a levels or something... we're kind of... erm. we've seen better days :____: anyway i think ester is pro! she just needs more confidence! go ester! we'll cheer for you! :DD i think we played better than during normal pracs. i ended up extremely late for huiling's theory lessons. and my dictation sucks big time .___. oh well, not everything comes easily i guess. maybe i'll get a greater sense of satisfaction when i succeed then :D

friday. funfair! :D i didn't really walk around i spent most of the time doing the hama beads upstairs until we ran out of white and black, and couldn't do any more. i bought the super mario mushroom with the chain! YAY ^^ it cost me 8 bucks but i was too lazy to walk around spending my money anyway, and it was cute! sherry and layting and szemin and my mummy thought so too! i spent the remaining $2 on food. couldn't starve because there was 90th anniversary prac. it was the first rehearsal so they spent loads of time on the 1st and 2nd parts, so we stoned for about 2 hours. so waste time la :/ amanda and yijiao were so bored they used this shiny piece of thread they found and the carpet fluff to play tic-tac-toe by sticking it on the carpet (you know that red one in the new multi-purpose hall which drops A LOT of fluff). it was lame but hilarious xD i learnt how to hold a violin bow! properly. YAY \:D/ then i ate at the foodcourt with pingguo! (: ge prac went pretty well, and zls was trying to make us play with a lot of 激情, and he asked us to breathe. so we did, and it was super loud and freakin hilarious! fun! :D and during break chee gake told us the bus joke and sherry and i just couldn't stop laughing at it, it was freakin hilarious! or so i thought at least xD so we told yanliang and couldn't stop laughing while telling him, so i think he semi-understood us. but it was really funny! we got a tummyache from laughing. i told mummy the next morning and she couldn't stop laughing too! and i told her the penguin joke too :D

saturday. open house! i brought my erhu for nothing because it was too noisy to play 江南丝竹 :/ there seemed to be quite little people who came though. anyway when mrs ee was briefing us on some stuff, i heard the strings playing CABEZA! i started jumping up and down squealing zomg it's CABEZAAAAAAA~ sadly no one shared half my excitement as they all didn't play it before. aww. we attempted to play 太阳 but it was kinda screwed ^^" before i left the strings started play cabeza again, so i listened until the end, and suddenly i understood what huiling said on thursday night. i returned her schéhérazade - ouverture 1812 cd, she asked us how was it, so i said i didn't really listen, but the young prince and princess was quite nice :D then she was like YES OMG! I LOVE IT and played the cd. then she went, it's very nice right? 会心碎的... yup. so when i was standing there, hugging my erhu and listening to their cabeza, i could feel my heart being crushed... like my heart was being wrenched and melted at the same time. the heart is a weird thing o___o but ah, music is the most wonderful thing on earth! i totally love whoever started it! ♥ after that was creative and the prize giving for the essay competition. the chocolate was nice! :D the professor who spoke was very humourous :D

sunday. i should have smsed xls that our lessons were in the morning, because she got confused and put ziwei in my timeslot :X anyway in the afternoon was acrobatics! we sprinted like 20+ rounds around the room doing 40 situps (i did crunches because i can't do situps without someone holding my legs :X) and 20 pushups, and we ran backwards and on the spot. i was sweating like mad when we started warmups. we did bendbacks from standing position. i'm very scared of that because i'm afraid i'll hurt my wrists or something, and also because i conked my forehead once practising at home. rania is so pro she can do it all by herself! we did splits and cartwheels and roundabouts and handstands. my cartwheels kind of deproved because my energy was used up in the running :3 then i couldn't quite do the handstands again, so i stayed back to practise. then guenyik was like, go limqing! we'll give you moral support! and i managed to go up and stay there! lol xD anyway i've learnt that if you're an amateur at acro, you live on adrenaline. like for cartwheels, you've got to do them all at once or you'll feel wobbly and dizzy and all. i couldn't jog in the evening because i was unstable o____o and i'm hobbling around today :X emma was nice! :D tmr is showcase, and it's probably the last time we'll be playing 茉莉花 formally. go nyco! :D

let the fragrance of jasmine flowers fill SCH once more-